som / creative
clicks / doodling / late-night scribbles
the other half
(no i dont own a camera its all on my phone lol ya im that broke n lazy)
i dont reely do planned photo walks most frames happen between normal life stuff n random detours.
i take the shot becus something catches for one second light reflections faces tiny moments then it is gone.
i dont over process much i shoudl probably do more edits but raw vibes feel more honest to me.
none of this is museum perfec it is more like visual journalin from someone who stares at terminals all day.
by the way
travel is still my reset button trains buses tea stalls airport delays all of it. i can improvise around bad plans but i definately cannot survive rigid group itineraries for long half the good stories happen when plans break.
thoughts
(3 am brain is a diffrent person)
music works befor language does for me. i can play a track in a language i dont understand n still feel xactly where it is trying to go becus rhythm lands first. lyrics matter but not alwys first sumtimes the voice is jus another instrumnt n thats enuf. this sounds intrestin to me evry single time i test it on new songs. i still end up replayin tracks occaisionaly for weeks jus to sit in that vibe.
after 2 am evrythin gets quiet n my brain finaly stops switching tabs. no pings no meetings no random can-u-check-this message jus graphite n watever shows up. i keep rough studies on seprate pages n im alwys writtin tiny notes to tommorow me. the playlist is usualy questionble but somehow it helps. this is the most honest part of my week n i can actualy acheive flow here.
i dont go out with a strict photo calender or any big plan. im jus movin thru normal life n if a frame shows up i grab it n keep commin. security work made me notice tiny anomolies n that same instinct shows up in photos its a wierd crossover but truely useful. my freinds think i overthink lil details n yeah thier probly right. i jus look one sec longer than most ppl n sumtimes that becums the shot. strangers still like me tho even if im dumb af n weired n confuse weired with wiredd all the time idk why lol